Finally,after a long wait,my friend had gone for his NS at Pulau Tekong. It was a sad feeling but i know that some day,it'll be turn to go too. Time has sure gone by pretty fast. I will never know when will my turn be.

Sometimes,when i think about death,i will feel that its like a simple thing. As I grow,I had learn that its a great process when i would have to lose my life and see my loved ones for the last time. I felt the hurt imagining myself die while the people around shed their tears and grief to see that I'm gone.

Love. I really have no idea why I had to fall in love easily. Especially to that girl. She's been on my mind almost every day. Its like she has become my strength. I don't know why. I must not do that or think about it. Though it has given me strength,I will be weaken without her. I will just admire her from far. I must do that before it's too late.